Thats a hell of a showerthought :D

But honestyl it’s not your sibling that makes your life worse. It’s most likely the pressure you set on yourself to be a “normal” person and the desire to get there. Find room for your negative thoughts, let them be, analyze them and at best find a therapist to talk to. They can help you through this and at least give you tools how to get around this. Don’t sit in this spiral of negativity and do nothing about it. This is a garantueed way to get a depression

Not gonna lie, i’ve had this exact string as my WhatsApp Status since around 2010 until i recently discovered that it still was there :D