There is a loud crazy minority and many people that like what they say or silently accept it. Some may even be ashamed to mention it.

Fear is often accompanied by shame. People are afraid and altright capitalize these fears

Russia gov lite

And then morning workout flies out cause I am not going to work out when tired right? I can just do it tomorrow when I will be well rested to get ‘‘best efficiency’’

I feel so fucking guilty since a week of skipping it I literally want to cry but I am too tired to do it now

Thing is it is important cause of the trans things and figure you know I have smoll legs I need to carve proportions with sweat and protein uh. I barely can look in the mirror tbh. But just a one good night of sleep tonight

I was always suprisingly calm if I didn’t sleep too much. Like everything was slowed down to the comfortable level and I just felt yawn more at peace and chill

But maybe that is more anxiety things. Whatever the reason I was sleep depriving myself casually throrought all the school years because it felt better to be sleep deprived